There was a guitar before there were songs. It belonged to my grandfather — an old thing from the 60s, worn in all the right places. He gave it to me when he heard I wanted to learn. I didn’t know what I was doing, but I knew instantly that I wanted to hold onto whatever lived inside it.
I still have it. It needs work now. But I think, in some way, everything that’s come since started back there.
Panting Deer is where I’ve ended up after a long time of meandering and circling back to the things that matter most. The songs usually begin with a guitar and a voice, but they don’t always stay there. Sometimes they remain quiet and close. Sometimes they grow into something a little bigger. What matters is not how much is added, but whether it serves the song.
I’ve always been drawn to music that feels lived in. Songs that carry a little dust on their sleeves. Songs that tell the truth, even when they don’t have all the answers. The kind that stay with you because they sound human.
The artists who have shaped me come from different places, but they share something in common: a belief that a good song can hold more weight than any amount of noise. That's the thread running through everything I write.
These are songs about faith, doubt, grace, memory, hope, and the ordinary moments where life often reveals its deepest things. Nothing polished for the sake of it. Nothing chasing attention. Just honest songs, written and gathered over time, for anyone who finds themselves somewhere in between.
Thanks for listening.
Panting Deer x